so my therapist sat down with my parents and told them if they don't put me in residential for my ed she's gonna call cps on them because they've been refusing to do pretty much anything. so guess who's going to residential :D i have to be there at 10am tomorrow (or technically today) and it's almost 2am and i still haven't packed anything woohoo go me! i don't think i'm gonna bring my macbook so i probably won't be active on here for a bit unless you can use neocities on your phone. i can't imagine that'd be very pleasent tho. it's odd, for so long i've been aware this is a serious issue and i don't like living like this but now that i actually have to get help for it i don't want it. it just sucks that my parents never cared until now. they never gave a fuck until hitting up cps was mentioned. it feels so disingenuous, i'd almost rather them not do anything because at least then they're not just bullshitting to keep their asses out of trouble. i should probably get around to packing shit oops
