i'm a senior! i've been back in school for a couple weeks now and it's actually going okay. i'm starting to become friends with this one group of kids that i've always kinda looked up to and thought were cool asf so thats weird. things are going good with that one guy i've been talking to for forever now! he mentioned he recognized me from a class we had together a couple years ago and admitted he had been into me and i said i was too, and then i admitted to still liking him and he said the same. after that things were kinda dry until one night he was really high and very politely asked if he could send pics (i said yes) and also very politely asked to see my boobs (i said yes, obviously). from there we decided we needed to hang out in person so monday of last week he drove me back to his house after school and we messed around while watching breaking bad. god, he was so sweet. he asked before doing literaly anything and kept checking in to make sure i was doing alright. we didn't even fuck, he just fingered me and i gave him head, but he was so gentle and nice oh my god. he didn't say anything about my scars. a fucking bandaid fell off as i was laying on his floor pantsless and he just threw it away without saying anything and got back to business. he made it very clear he didn't at all expect me to give him head just bc he fingered me, but i did anyways because obviously why wouldn't i bro i wanted to so bad LMAO. he was bamboozled at my abilities. afterwards i fell asleep in his arms for a while before he drove me home. it was all very sweet. it's weird though because we have 1 class together and we don't say anything to each other at all lol we just awkwardly glance at each other. i wish he'd ask me out already. i really like him. i suppose that's it for now. haven't been to school all week because i've been sick, got hella homework to catch up on and it's already almost 10:40pm. oops. also the sites reached 10,000 views??? that's cool as fuck. alright bye lol
