i wish my parents recognized how badly i'm doing. i have yet to go a full week without skipping school, i think i failed most of my classes for the first quarter, i barely eat, i can't get through the day without a handful of adderall. i've been having seizures and i'm constantly sick. my parents don't even care. my mom blames it all on the fact that i had mono over the summer and strep last month instead of acknowledging that i'm spiralling so hard right now. i don't know if she doesn't realize it or just doesn't care. everything's so hard. i really thought this year would be different. how fucking stupid of me.
