i can't remember the last time i've been this happy. in fact, i don't think i've EVER been this happy.
i am so in love. i finally got back in touch with my first love and soulmate from high school (and preschool lol) and we've been dating for 2 weeks now. he is seriously the sweetest person in the fucking world. nobody else has EVER made me feel as safe and loved as him. i practicaly live at his house. i see him every single day once were both off work at stay at his place until like midnight. i seriously think i'm going to marry this guy. even his family likes me! the other day we went to cedar point and his mom gave me one of her cigs and we sat there and smoked together lol. i love him so much.
also, your girl is EMPLOYED! i've been working at krogers for the past month or so. it's not too bad and the pay is pretty good, only thing is my feet hurt so fucking bad afterwards. i work in mobile pickup so i'm constantly hauling around this big trolley with 9 bins full of orders for 8 hours. i'm getting those steps in though!
stuff has been pretty intense at home, my mom is actually kicking my dad out soon (which i'm not even supposed to know yet) but he seems pretty happy and relieved to finally be getting away. which like, i understand, and i don't blame him for wanting to gtfo, but why did it take 18 years? like he was very much complicit to all of my mom's abuse and neglect and used to defend it so heavily. stockholm syndrome i guess, but at the end of the day your kids are supposed to come first, and how do you ignore your kid telling you they're being abused by their other parent. like how do you just turn your head?? makes 0 sense. i spend the majority of my time at work or my boyfriend's house though, so thankfully i don't have to deal with that shit too much.
i can't remember if there was anything else i was gonna say but i'm done yapping for now lol
